huirongmy love

01/12/08

2008-12-01T23:27:00.002+08:00

december ler ... christmas is coming ...

9 more days to our 1 year ... time past so fast ...

1 month 12 more days n i will turn 18 ...

hoping ... will it come true??

07/11/08

2008-11-07T23:44:00.003+08:00

i turn fatter ler ...

ok my blog is not dead ....

27/10/08

2008-10-27T15:39:00.006+08:00

realli veri veir tired ler...
i though u r the right one for me but seems tat i am wrong ...
u made me scare of u ...
everything is so wrong lar ...

24/10/08

2008-10-24T22:22:00.003+08:00

blogspot is a fucktard!!
so many problem ...

to: si ning
dun hab to go around telling ppl if ahboy contact u dun tell her u r in contact wit me cause i dun giv a damn ... u can just fuck off frm my life it doesnt matter weather u r in my life or not it makes no diff ... i dun usually scold ppl bitch but seriously u r a real bitch ... dun ever crawl bck to me i will nvr pity u ... if anyone ever ask me who is guo si ning will say i dunno tis person i will treat it as i nvr knw u even went u pass by i wun giv a fuck to look at u ...

too tired to care ...

23/10/08

2008-10-23T22:25:00.006+08:00

yuvan n rooben

ytd was quite fun ... me n valen went to causeway point to get her mother cake ... all the cakes r ugly thr so we went to swensens n brought a strawberry ice cream cake aft we cab bck to her house ... den she get rdy for her prayers ... aft everything me rooben yuvan valen suja sumi n her cousin daughter went dwn to play firecracker ... den aft playing den they went home alrdy ... veri tiring ...

Today went to help her mother wit her stall quite busy in the afterternoon ... one fucking bangala came into the canteen without queing he just squeeze infront n shout into my ear lar still nvm acting like a fucktard nabei ... coffee make 2 packet he dunwan den aunty make alrdy den he wan make another packet wad the fuck lar den in the end we pour away 3 packet of coffee lar ... den cannot wait keep scolding us ... come in nvr qeue up still nvm shout at my ears still nvm still wan to choose tis choose tat ... like to drink perfect coffee go kopitiam lar go starbucks lar come canteen for wad ... nxt time he come i shall finish everyone order den i ask him wad he wan ... hahas... tats all lar ...

i love u baby ...

21/10/08

2008-10-21T00:46:00.002+08:00

something is wrong wit me ...
i slp only in the morning but awake in the night ...

things r getting better ...
it will soon be our 11 months ...

laopo i miss u alot ...

10/10/08

2008-10-10T19:21:00.002+08:00

baby i miss you ...
i'm nt giving up,hope u r nt too ...

05/10/08

2008-10-05T17:12:00.002+08:00

6 more days to our 10 month ...

is yur heart still wit me ?

i hope so ...

our 1year? dream hotel?bangkok?

23/09/08

2008-09-23T23:00:00.002+08:00

freedom whr r u !!!

i was in the lock up two days ago n it sucks toilet wit no door drinking water wit no cup worst above the toilet only shitting wit no toilet paper ... i swear tat i will nvr get handcuff agn ... in thr many things just run thru my mind i lie on the floor n sit up den lie agn n sit up i just cant get into slp ... whenever i heard key sound i was veri happy casue i am waiting for my bailer to come n bail me out but it wasnt them until 7.17 they finally came i quickly sit up n wait for the officer to open the door ... when i walk inside the room i saw them den i put my head i dun dare to even look at them ... aft i was out they dint scold me i feel more guilty they even took me for breakfast n den bring me home ... in the middle of the night i was ask to call home to inform my parent tat they r coming up to my house to check for things ... my hand n leg were cuff i saw my family face i serioulsy knw tat i hab let them dwn ... i will nvr repeat the things tat i have done agn ... now i hope for nothing just hope tat we will be fine ... i wan to thks my parent for bailing me out of the station ... thks alot ... i hab let u all down n i will nvr do it agn ...

09/09/08

2008-09-09T00:53:00.004+08:00

tis pic is taken during teachers day went we went to town aft gg bck to sec sch n dunno who the hell took tis went i was walking lar... i dint know until i saw mj blog ... i swear i wasnt scratching my backside ...

i am cracking my fucking brian to think how to write my resume n i am like sitting infront of my computer doing the same shit for like 1 hour plus alrdy lar ... i dun understand y ppl nid to send resume to them lor just go down n interview is the same wad is the waste of time lor ... but no choice ... i hab to write it since i wan a job ...

wonder wad is my lazy pig laopo doing now ... i miss her alot ... i think ltr she is gg to be veri veri angry wit me ... i dun mean to break my promise ... i dunno y i always do thing last min de ... srry baby ...

2008-09-06T15:19:00.002+08:00

something that is bothering me alot ...
but i dunno what is that ...
fuck up shyt ...

29/08/08

2008-08-29T08:15:00.001+08:00

blame it on my attitude ...

03/08/08

2008-08-03T13:36:00.003+08:00

baby i miss u

22/07/08

2008-07-22T00:53:00.002+08:00

as time go pass ppl grow up its just a matter of time ...
wun be so childish like last time ...
i learn to control my temper ...
i learn to forgiv n forget ...
i learn to be a gd n responsible person ...
i learn to settle things in a nice way nt shouting at the top of my voice ...
i am happy tis way ...

17/07/08

2008-07-17T11:24:00.001+08:00

hope u can find someone better den me ...

thks for the memories u giv me ...

i realli appreciate it alot ...

04/07/08

2008-07-04T00:01:00.002+08:00

everything is bck to normal ...

hope no more quarrels ...

PEACE

wo ai ni

26/06/08

2008-06-26T14:38:00.006+08:00

ytd awke for the whole night ...

hoping for her message knwing tat no message will come in ...

just feel wired without u like something is missing in my life ...

i must get ovr it ... although i seriously wan u bck ... but i knw its immpossible ...

ur image is still in my mind gg round n round ...

at last at 5.31 i fall asleep ...

i am a failure ...

my promise to u is always been broken ...

but my love for u is true ...

u knw i love u the most u knw i jui teng de is u y would i still wan to harm u ...

tis is nt wad i want ...

*11/12/07*

26/06/08

2008-06-26T14:38:00.001+08:00

FUCK UP .... STRESS

my life is like a pile of shit now ...

i hate it ...

25/06/08

2008-06-25T10:58:00.001+08:00

i hab made a big mistake ...
srry girl ...
gd luck for whatever u do ...

ISLU

25/06/08

2008-06-25T00:31:00.002+08:00

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16/06/08

2008-06-14T00:43:00.004+08:00

ur image keep running in my head since the day i saw u ...

i just miss u alot ...

i wanna see u agn !! i realli wan !!

wo kuai yao peng kui ler can ...

10/06/08

2008-06-10T00:17:00.002+08:00

i think i am too harsh on u ler ...
i dun expect u to forgiv me ...
i dun blame u for hating me ...

27/05/08

2008-05-27T01:49:00.001+08:00

things is getting better ...
i love my girlfriend ....

22/05/08

2008-05-22T12:11:00.002+08:00

i knw i can nvr hab u bck nw ...
is this our test ??

we hab been quarreling everyday since our 5th month ...

its 10 days alrdy ...

we hab been tgt for 5 month pllus ler go thru alot ler ...
nw it just ended lidat ...
i try so hard just to hold u bck ... but it dosent seem to be working ...
is tis a happy ending or wat??
if i dint quit my job tis thing wunt hab happen ...
if i knw quiting my job will lose her i wunt hab quit ...
I REGRAT ...
sometime i realli realli hope tat we can be like the past ...
but it seem tat we will nt anymore ...

... i dun believe in love anymore ...

21/05/2007

2008-05-21T00:02:00.005+08:00

how i wish things wasnt so bad ...
i just cant forget the things tat happen ...
it just went round n round my mind for the whole day ...
i'm trying to , but it seems no help ...
i hate tis kind of feeling ...
felling so uneasy yet dunno wat is the feeling ...
haiz...

its killing me

baby ...
i love you

18/05/2008

2008-05-18T23:24:00.007+08:00

dunno y hab u become lidat ...
u wasnt lidat b4 ...
u knw i love u ...
yet still u r lidat ...
i dint blame u seriously i dint blame u before ...
now everything is nt the same as before ...
i hope u realli can understand its not easy to get use to it ...
it really break my heart ...

all i hope is that everything can be like the past ...

teng ni de zhe ren

mei ci ni ren xing shi shuo de yi xie hua
ni zhi dao na you duo shang ren ma
dan wo ding duo zhi qi ge san fen zhong ba
zui hou yi ran ti tia de song ni hui jia
you shi xiang ru guo wo bu shi yi zhi rang
ni ye she hui dong de xue zhe ti liang
dan shi wo wan quan wu fa ying zhe xin chang
zuo de rang ni you yi dian nan guo shi wang

zhong jue de you teng ni de zhe ren
yao ni shi zui kuai le zui dan chun de ren
ying wei ni rang wo de xin bian de feng chen
yuan lai bu she wang de bian chen ke neng
zhong jue de you teng ni de zhe ren
rang ni zuo zui qing song zui zi ran de ren
wo xiang bu zhe yuan ye shi yi zhong xin ren
ai de liao jie bao rong cai suan ai de wan zhen

you shi xiang ru guo wo bu shi yi zhi rang
ni ye she hui dong de xue zhe ti liang
dan shi wo wan quan wu fa ying zhe xin chang
zuo de rang ni you yi dian nan guo shi wang

zhong jue de you teng ni de zhe ren
yao ni shi zui kuai le zui dan chun de ren
ying wei ni rang wo de xin bian de feng chen
yuan lai bu she wang de bian chen ke neng
zhong jue de you teng ni de zhe ren
rang ni zuo zui qing song zui zi ran de ren
wo xaing bu zhe yuan ye shi yi zhong xin ren
ai de liao jie bao rong cai suan ai de wan zhen

zhong jue de you teng ni de zhe ren
yao ni shi zui kuai le zui dan chun de ren
ying wei ni rang wo de xin bian de feng chen
yuan lai bu she wang de bian chen ke neng
zhong jue de you teng ni de zhe ren
rang ni zuo zui qing song zui zi ran de ren
wo xiang bu zhe yan ye shi yi zhong xin ren
ai de liao jie bao rong cai suan ai de wan zhen

... i am a gay ...

15/5/2007

2008-05-13T17:49:00.005+08:00

y must thing happen at the wrong time??
i dunwan to let u go

y must u use me to compare wit him ...
i hate it lor ...
u knw i love u y must u still do tis kind of thing to hurt me ...
if i wan u to stop meeting him will u ?? u wunt lor ...
ytd night i hab nightmare about u n him ...
to u i will nvr be perfect ...
u knw how hurting is tat went u told me all those thing ...
u think i realli wan u to be wit him ... no lor ...
i dunno wat is wrong wit both of us ...
wat hab i done wrong ...

all hope is that we can be bck like the pass... will we???

*11122007*

5 month 4 days

28/04/08

2008-04-28T09:57:00.004+08:00

bck to bloggging ...

going to work soon

went to cut my hair ytd the hairstlyist went to cut my fringe

although is little bit only but still is cut !!

i dun like the line he shave ....

irrtating ...

miss her so much ... her birthday coming ler

5 more day ...

will my wish come true??

luv u ..

21/04/08

2008-04-21T12:47:00.002+08:00

dead...

18/04/08

2008-04-18T23:50:00.006+08:00

sianz ... sales is getting frm worst to worst ...
stress sia ... everyday dint hit $200 ...
wondering y ... my sales wasnt lidat two week ago ...

veri sianz lor ... one day lesser den one day ...

i wonder how is her ...

baby get well soon kays ...

love you ....

mian zi is nothing to me anymore...

14/04/08

2008-04-14T09:53:00.002+08:00

ytd was day was so fuck up ...
got tis customers told me she wan tis n tis aft she finish saying n she walk alway ...
sales was not gd ... my mood sucks even more...
at night message my laopo
n den she dint recieve n she though i fall alseep n she told me nxt time at night wunt message me anymore... hiaz sad lar !!

hope today will be a better day for me ba ...

love u

12/04/08

2008-04-12T01:10:00.003+08:00

today my sales $311 dam happy lar ... finally i hit 300 plus ler ... =))
working ot tml frm 11.30am to 12.30am ... sianz zZz

wan to apologise to my girl ... dui bu qi
tis few day we message den i fall asleep without replying ...

love you

09/04/08

2008-04-09T11:49:00.005+08:00

bck to blogging

working is kinda bored thr ... no customer=no commission ... zZz ... the only day tat is busy is on saturday ... but the boss is friendly =)) ... time pass veri slow ... anw no matter wat i should work hard alrdy , cant alway depend on my parent ... hope the business thr will get better ba ... actually today off day but gg bck to work ltr to cover up for monday cause i went home early ... brought speaker for my computer cause my my com speaker spoil ... miss my girl so much...

baby love you

01/04/08

2008-04-01T00:51:00.002+08:00

i wanna see her so badly ... =(
love you baby ...
the boredom is killing me !!

16/03/08

2008-03-16T15:15:00.006+08:00

its up to u to say ...
let me tell u right in yur fucking face its alright wit me ...
i dun giv a dam ...
seriously it wunt affect me in any way ...
i'll still lead my life happily ...
u wan spread make sure u spread till everyone knws ...
i dunno y yur mouth so big sia ...
still must take last time de thing come out n say ...
is in the past ass ...
i hab knw u for two years plus ...
u nvr change at all ...
went u nid help i help u ...
went i nid help u just turn me dwn straight in my face ...
i SWAER I WUNT EVER GO TO U FOR HELP ANYMORE ....
i'm telling u tis
I HATE U !!

n tis is wat u call 'BROTHER'
wat the fuck ...
y not u tell me wat is brother for ...
u only care about yurself ...
went u r all alone who is thr for u ...
who trust u who giv u the support ...
went i nid help u just leave me alone n giv me all yur fucking attitude ...
wat is this ...
went u nid someone to talk to, u contact ,
went u no nid anyone u just leave us here ...
went u meet someone new u just tell her everything ...
i nvr expect u will lidat ...
since u got me tis brother veri xia suay ...
we r no longer brother anymore ...
N I AM TELLING U TIS TOO
I HATE YOU !!!!

realli veri disappointed with the both of you ...

i dint name out yur name
to avoid quarrel ...
i wan peace for now n forever ...
not cause i scare of u or wat fuck ...

all i wan nw is my laopo will get better ,
n everything will be like the past wit her ....
wo ai ni

11/03/08

2008-03-11T00:37:00.003+08:00

we r bck to normal ... today is our 3 month ... laopo happy third month ... love u always

boy love rong

06/03/08

2008-03-06T15:26:00.005+08:00

i just cant get u off my mind ...

the image of u keep appearing ...

went u treat me cold,my heart is like stab by lots of knife ...

i had to hold bck my tears outside use a smile to cover it ...

but is killing me deep inside
miss u alot, hope u r fine ...

take care
love u alway

05/3/08

2008-03-05T09:39:00.004+08:00

i stil cant bare to let u go realli cant ...
but i will still respect yur decision as i wan u to be happy ...
being wit me i knw wunt make u happy...
rmb no matter how tough is the road ahead just turn around n i will be thr for u ...
my door will always be open for yur return ...
in future if u nid me just msg me ba ...
i dun mind wat others think about me it wunt affect me ...
i dun care about face let them say all they wan ...
as i promise u i will not drink cut dwn on smoking i will still keep my promise....
my attitude, i still will change for the better ...
promise me to take gd care of yourself ....
i dunwan anything to happen to u agn ...
promise me to stay happy everyday ...
dun let anyone bully u if got must tell me ...
realli miss u alot ...
take care...

boy love rong

04/03/08

2008-03-04T12:03:00.006+08:00

long time since i update ...

i miss her alot realli alot
long time dint talk to her properli ler ...
i applying for my night class every thursday at unity secondary once a week
7pm-9pm for my private N level ... glad is near my house ...
tis time i must work veri hard to pass my english dunwan let parent dwn ler ...
gg look for job ltr ... hope can find a job by tis week ... dunwan slack ler ...
dunwan to be a slacker ... n i wan her lead a gd life dunwan her to suffer ler...

i luv you

22/02/08

2008-02-22T18:48:00.002+08:00

seriously regrat .... i wan u bck izzit too late??

21/02/08

2008-02-21T01:18:00.005+08:00

aft sining cut my hair ...no more side tail

... i miss her ...i am afriad of u leaving me ... lots of days we dint hao hao de talk on the phone ler ... boy love rong

19/02/08

2008-02-19T23:18:00.004+08:00

laopo wo zhen de zhen ai hen ai ni ... i alrdy lose u once ler dunwan lose u agn ler ... n i realli miss u alot ... alot alot alot alot ... hiaz... promise me dun leave me hao ma ??

18/02/08

2008-02-16T16:54:00.002+08:00

i hab alrdy decided to be a guai kia ... i am gg to dye my hair black soon n hao hao go find a job n work ler ... i not young ler dunwan keep playing ler ... i wan to work veri hard to support my laopo n family ... i will not let my parent dwn agn ... i will not create anymore trouble frm now on ...

miss her alot sia

laopo wo ai ni
boy love rong
muacks

15/02/08

2008-02-15T13:18:00.005+08:00

i am not strangling him ah

nothing much to say lar

i miss her alot

07/02/08

2008-02-07T10:56:00.000+08:00

happy new year to all ...

miss my laopo alot ...

boy luv rong

03/02/08

2008-02-04T00:11:00.000+08:00

laopo srry for not picking up yur call just now ... i turn to silent den forgot to put bck got sound ... ...missing u ....baby i love you

02/02/08

2008-02-02T16:23:00.000+08:00

bleaching n dying my hair ltr ... hope the colour wunt look ugly ba ...
miss my laopo ...wonder she eaten her dinner alrdy anot ... wat she is doing ...
laopo wo ai ni

photo

2008-02-02T01:26:00.000+08:00

01/02/08

2008-02-01T17:23:00.000+08:00

hiaz sad to see u lidat lor ... dun worry since u r my girlfrien no matter wat i will get the money for u ... its my responsibility as u r my love ... can ask tat chao ah gua come out talk ... how can he rmb last year thing n slowly count out how much u realli own him ... if he can list all the thing he buy for u i lan lan giv him bck ... how we knw weather izzit really got so much or he just despo for money now so anyhow say so much come out ... y ,now he wan come bully a girl lar izzit ... he bully other girl i can fuck care now he bully u jui cannot ... he wu ji come bully me lar ... now he come ask frm u, u giv him ler i believe thr will be nxt time n nxt time de n tis thing will carry on until he is happy wit wat he gets ... n laopo we hab the right to dun giv him de lor is he ownself wan to spend on u de u dint force him also ... whr got such thing as giv ppl ler now wan take bck somemore he is a guy lar ...fucking worst den a butch or a girl lor ... baby no need to say u own me lar wat is mine is yours too so no need say own okays ... take good care of yourself ... u dun work okays , i dunwan u to work dunwan u so xin ku n now u sick lei ... the money thing u dun worry okays i will get the money for u by wed ... u rmb to take yur medicine hor MUST rmb hor ... i dunwan see u sick agn ler hor yuvan bdae coming ler so u cannot sick ler okays ... the most important must eat yur meal on time hor ... look after yur health ... after chinese new year i will be finding job ler ... hope can find a job in a short period of time ba ... tats all lar just hope everything will be fine for me n my baby after chinese new year ... hope everything will go on smoothly for her ... realli dunwan anything to harm her ler i dunwan her get any hurt ler n i dunwan her to fall sick ler ... wish she can happy happy de everyday ... i wish all tis will come ture ba ...take good care of yurself hor laopo ...

boyboy love rongrong

01/02/08

2008-02-01T00:31:00.000+08:00

y u so silly ?? i told u i wunt leave u alone de i say i will love u forever de ... promise me dun ever do such thing agn okays ... i promise u no matter wat happen i will never leave u n i will be by yur side de ...

i hate myself y must i do say such thing to hurt her ....

31/01/08

2008-01-31T23:23:00.000+08:00

to:rongrong laopo

last one for u

can think of two only

I luv u wit all my heart.

I long for u when we're apart.

I wish i could wipe awy all yur tears.

Look u in yur eyes n somehow take away all yur fears.

I wish i could also tak awy yur pain.

Luv u in such a way tat u will knw u hab everything to gain.

I wan to take u in my arms n hold u ever tight.

Show u tat u're the one i luv wit all my might.

I knw in my heart u're the best.

Thr is no comparison to the rest.

Being wit u makes my heart sing.

I believe tgt we could do anything.

I'm ever consumed by yur presence.

It only takes yur essence.

The chemistry between us is on fire.

My luv for u will nvr tire.

i knw i veri bad ... nw u lidat ler i still anyhow think n anyhow say ... at tis time i should giv u support de instead of supporting u i still lidat ... hope u dun du lan or sad ler okays cheer up ... u knw i love u de most ... i promise u i wunt make u sad agn but i did it agn ... dui bu qi ... forgive me for tis one last time i promise u no nxt time ler ... i will wait for u ,even if u wan me to wait forever, i will also do it ... my love for u will last forever n will nvr die ... promise me to get well soon ... i wan u to get well soon n stay happy ... u wan black rose right ? i promise u valentine day i get for u ...

boyboy love rongrong

31/01/08

2008-01-31T00:09:00.000+08:00

TO:rongrong laopo

I Luv u with my every breath, with all I have left, from the deepest depths,Of my heart, I luv u.

With all of my strength, with ten miles' length, every thought I think,I think that I luv u.

For the length of forever, as long as we're tgt, through gd and bad weather, for alwys, I luv u.

Until the very end of days, until God takes my breath away, until death separates our ways, until then, I luv u.

When no one is there, when you think no one cares, when luv seems too rare, rmb, I luv u.

When everything's gone, when all has withdrawn, when hopelessness dawns, dun forget, I luv u.

When you fall dwn,When yur dreams come unwound, when hope can't be found, be happy, I luv u.

When you make mistakes, when you're filled with hate, when u're old and gray, even den, I'll luv u.

ah boy love shyanne forever
boy love shyanne

30/01/08

2008-01-30T00:50:00.000+08:00

hiaz i izzit so unfair to her ... y must let her suffer so much, y cant i be the one suffering ... r u gg to leave me alone here forever ... hiaz ... i'll be there went u nid me ...

boyboy love rongrong

i miss u

28/01/08

2008-01-28T23:43:00.000+08:00

FUCKING RICK just leave my laopo alone lar hor ... stop pestering her lar ... u kuku jiao ... u wan money right i giv u bck stop pestering her ... or u wan to speak to me u fucker i will wait for yur fucking call tml ...i dare u to call me u chao ahqua ... if i find out u pester her agn i gg to giv u hell everyday ... so dare me ... no guts ... u r fucking not a gentlemen ... u wan me to teach u how to be a real guy ?? do a guy giv a girl things n fucking take bck aft how mani fucking long months or even years ... i asure u if anything happen to her i wunt fucking let u off ... trust me ... i will ...

laopo pls take care of yurself hor ... wat u hear ytd is realli not yur fault so dun blame yurself ... dun nid to care wat si ning say the most important is i dint ssay ... u knw i love u the most de lor if anything happen to u i also dunwan to huo xia qu ler ... so u must take care of yurself dun alway anyhow think ... keep yur time occupied so tat u wunt anyhow think or u think of me lor hahas =p ... rmb hor i love u the most hor ... the whole world dunwan u i will wan u ... y wunt u call me ?? =(( i will wait for yur call de hor ...must call me hor !!

wo ai ni muacks

27/01/08

2008-01-27T23:04:00.000+08:00

laopo i hear the recording ler ... i miss u too ... love you too ...i got lots of thing to tell u too ... boyboy love rongrong

26/01/08

2008-01-26T01:55:00.000+08:00

its been 4 days ...n i miss her alot .

boyboy love rongrong

photo

2008-01-24T23:12:00.000+08:00

24/01/08

2008-01-24T22:01:00.000+08:00

baby i knw u r gg through a veri diffcult time ... will u tell me at least i can walk wit u through tis diffcult time ... i knw u r veri fan veri stress n i knw u dun tell me casue u dunwan me to worry about u but if u nvr tell me i will be more worry de lor ... at least tell me wat happen so tat i can help u ... i dunwan u to suffer alone lor i dunwan u to veri fan lor n i dunwan anything to happen to u lor ... i am not tired i wunt give up on u ... hope u dun too ... no matter wat i will walk wit u through tis diffcult time de ... i really miss u alot two day u dint call me ler ... we cant meet for the time being but nbm i promise u i will alway hab u in my heart n in my mind ...as i nvr blame u n i nvr regrat loving u ...so dun blame yurself okays ... i will be by yur side no matter wat happen de...laopo wo ai ni

loves
misses

22/01/08

2008-01-22T01:23:00.000+08:00

today hab rotten luck knn ... srry laopo i tio dai ji agn ... hope u dun be angry wit me okays .. cause tis time realli is not my fault... hope u dun du lan ... dui bu qi ... today alot of toopid thing happen which i dunwan to repeat the story agn ... anw thx my three bro n thx mel n my two mummy for helping ... but in future if such thing happen agn ... i will settle my own ... realli dun wish to drag anyone down ... laopo i promis no such thing will happen agn ... i will not so chong dong ler ...

i miss you alot
loves

21/01/08

2008-01-21T00:46:00.000+08:00

sorry laopo but i hab to say it ... i just hate yur brother alot ... always stoping us ... even went we r on the phone ... if he wasnt yur brother i hab already whack him ... wad de hell is he trying to do ... stoping us frm getting tgt ... i just hate him alot lar ... srry to say tat ... buden baby no matter wat i will wait for u ... hearing yur voice realli make me smile ... realli brighten up my day ... no matter how moody i'm , yur voice will make me smile ... i knw u wunt be happy i say yur bro but i hope u understand ... keeping it inside makes me feel veri uneasy... u r starting yur school ler ... i just ask for one thing , hope we dun drift apart as i realli love you ... i realise i cant live without u n i realise u r veri important to me ... good luck for yur studies, i'll always stand by u n giv u my support ... rmb must eat n dun skip meal ... rmb our thailand trip hor ... i love you ...everlasting love

boy love rong

18/01/08

2008-01-18T23:43:00.000+08:00

sianz nothing to write ... only knw i'm missing her alot ...

boy love rong

misses

18/01/08

2008-01-18T00:52:00.001+08:00

no words can discribe how much i miss her ... i dunno how to say out buden i realli miss her alot ... hiaz ... i dunno wat to say ler lor ...right now i just wan her by my side everyday every min buden i knw is impossible ... my mood is like fuck now lar ...

boy love rong

16/001/08

2008-01-16T23:38:00.000+08:00

i miss her laopo realli alot ... gg crazy ler 5 days dint hear her voice ler ... hiaz... but happy to hear her can jump here n there ler .... laopo wo ai ni

loves
misses

15/01/08

2008-01-15T17:30:00.000+08:00

while waiting for my cousin to bath i shall blog b4 i go down agn ... yar my aunty have pass alway ... its better for her cause she dun hab to suffer from the pian anymore ... everyone is sad of cause ... buden its time for her to go ba ... tml is her last day of the funeral ... its veri tiring buden no choice ... she is my closes aunty ... hope she is fine no one will bully her in heaven ba ... as for my laopo glad to hear tat she hab improve her health alot ... although i miss her realli alot , i still wan her to stay in the hospital dunwan her to faint agn ler ... she either today night or tml morning jui can discharge ler ... laopo i will take gd care of u went u come out de dun worry=) ... rmb wat u say we both hab veri little hair 'you see' lols hahas the card is cute lar ... you'll alway be my one n only love ...miss u alot alot alot alot

boyboy love rongrong
misses

14/01/08

2008-01-14T23:52:00.000+08:00

i miss my laopo alot ... hab to apologise to her went she call me ... she ate my cake n kena food posin shouldnt hab let her eat the cake should hab buy a new cake for her ... she must be veri xin ku now ... dui bu qi laopo ... how i wish the food who kena food posining is me ... so u no nid so tong ku ler ... u faster recover frm yur illness okays ... laopo wo ai ni ohs ....

misses
loves

13/01/08

2008-01-13T18:42:00.000+08:00

ytd my plan was all ruin lar ... so fuck up buden aft hearing my laopo voice thing was so much better ...=) ... miss her so much ... silly of her ... baby i promise i will nvr giv up on u n i will nvr leave u ... i nvr giv up on u so u must not giv up on yurself okays ... no matter wat i will not giv up de ...wait for u to recover ler i birng u where ever u wan to go okays ... cut one big big pierce of cake for u ler ... aft tat me si ning n valen check in into the hotel ... went i rch hotel ler take off shoes jui sleep ler my head was aching like fuck ... so fell alseep wit my laopo tutu =)) ...tis morning call mac delivery den eat ler slack till 2 plus den go eat ler jui went home liao ... laopo take care thx for the tutu ... sweet of u hahas ... the letter also veri cute hahas... u must hab spend alot of time on it ... will keep probp de ... thx baby

boyboy love huirong

loves

misses

10/01/08

2008-01-10T00:12:00.000+08:00

counting down to saturday n my bdae =) ... laopo u veri silly lor ... dun anyhow think okays ... saturday soon will come =)... dun do silly thing arbo i bu li ni ler hor bleahs ... n dun look dwn yur window ler ... i dunwan u anyhow think ... my korkor gg into army in 6 hour time ... i am sure gg to miss him alot ... korkor take care hor ... lastly i love my rongrong laopo ....muacks

miss you
boyboy love rongrong
=))

09/01/08

2008-01-09T13:18:00.000+08:00

my brother is gg into army tml ... i knew i'm gg to miss him ... he told me to take care of the family dun make my parent angry ... n told me to stuyd hard ... yar so wish him all the best ...gg to find a job soon after my bdae ... waiting for saturday to arrive ... laopo dint call me ytd miss her so much ...

boyboy love huirong
muacks

07/01/08

2008-01-07T16:51:00.000+08:00

i miss her alot ...alot of day nvr realli go n talk to her on phone ler ... i feel so bad she is sick i cant do anything n yet still show her attitude...i feel so guilty... srry ... baby i wunt show u attitude anymore... kungfu dunk is out i wanna watch...get well soon

boyboy love shyanne
maucks

06/01/08

2008-01-06T23:51:00.000+08:00

A big big srry for my laopo ... for showing attitude to u ... i knw i hab a veri bad attitude n temper ... buden i promise u i will change for the better okays ... i will try not to be so bad temper ... cannot bao zhen wunt hab attitude lar ... buden i will try my veri best to change de ... tats the promise i give u ...i promise ... happy to hear u out of hospital ler =)

loves
boy love huirong

06/01/08

2008-01-06T14:12:00.000+08:00

i miss her so much ...baby get well soon n come n read okaus ... it break my heart went her cousin told me she went into hospital agn ...i fucking hate her family ... y treat her lidat ... laopo if they still dunwant take care of u nicely tell me i promis i will take care of u for life ... just wish tat u will get well soon ... without u without yur voice my world seem so cold ... i realli miss u alot ... promise me to eat dun jian fei ler okays i dunwan see u suffer ... no matter u fat or thin i will still love you de ... u will alway be my one n only love ... wait for u to get well ler i bring u go thailand okays ... so u must faster get well okays .... dun make yourself suffer anymore dunwan see u lidat ... got aynthing just tell me dun alway keep it to yourself u will suffer more lidat ... i just wan u say out dun alway keep it to yourself ... u dunwan me to worry about u buden if u dun tell me hide to yourself i will more worry lor ... nid a helping hand come to me u nid a listening ear come to me i yuan yi give u my hand i yuan yi giv u my ear ... i will go thru up n down wit u no matter how hard is the problem i will still be by yur side to go thru wit u n stand by u ... just rmb u r nvr alone ... n i will nvr leave u alone ... srry for my attitude tat day ... i dun mean it ... i understand yur situtations dun blame yourself i nvr blame u too ... n i nvr regrat loving u ... dun be silly ... after u come out frm hospital quit yur job ... i dunwan u work ler ... yang hao yur shen ti first ... work ltr den come n say ... i dunwan u go hospital n stay ler ... n hor wait for u okays i bring u go eat ice cream cake ...is cold without u by my side ...

baby get well soon
boyboy love huirong
xiang ni
muacks

05/01/08

2008-01-05T13:32:00.000+08:00

my baobei laopo is in hospital ... went she nid me i cant be there for her ... =( ... i miss her so much ...realli alot ... hia laopo get well soon ...realli dunwan see so xin ku ler work n study...aft u get well dun work ler ...we must go thailand went u free hor ... i think my bbq will be cancel ...

wo ai ni
muacks

03/01/08

2008-01-03T23:05:00.000+08:00

can i hab one day of peace ... just stop pestering me about my study ... everyday my parent hab to come pester me about my study ... they alway like to decide for me which i fucking hate it alot ... everything also is they say de they say tis good end up is just a pile of shit ... i told them i wan to go to this school they just talk crap end up blameing me for not chooseing the correct school ... nabei i fucking hate it lar ... n i fucking short of money now lar ... cheebye ... i hope my parent will just leave me alone lar ...

laopo wo ai ni

02/01/08

2008-01-02T00:59:00.000+08:00

fucking stress lei ... i am dead tis time .. hiaz

laopo wo ai ni

1/1/08

2008-01-01T03:57:00.001+08:00

my laopo make de

a new year a new start ... i miss my baobei laopo so so much ... laopo i am all yours okays ... loves wo ai ni

31/12/07

2007-12-31T14:44:00.001+08:00

today is the last day of 2007 ... say long not long say short not short hahas lots of memory in school ...lots of quarreling n lots of fun ...all the toopid thing we do in school will alway be rmb lols all the nonsense n all the crap we talk ... miss all my friend ...miss pontenting school lols ...miss the day i stand outside my classroom during science lesson lols ...now i think back the way i shouted at my teacher seem so childish n unreasonable n rude... the way i talk to them is more rude ...esp miss yong have been giving her alot of trouble since sec 1 buden she still nvr giv up on me ..even tho i copy the test she still let me retake ...buden i dun appreatia it alway make her cry ... last time i hab toopid aim to make teacher cry ...she has been tolerating me...alway giving her attitude n alway send to the office to stand lols ... so childish lar all my childish act in secondary school think bck also funny lar... bullying teacher is toopid ...i miss copying work also lols...my laopo is right i veri chong dong ... n yar one more thing i miss smokeing in class wit my frien ... thx to douglas alway giving me hunki went i nid ...miss the day i smoke in the toilet wit mel n jak lols... 2008 will be a new year for my laopo i hope she will be happy everyday n stress free ... just read her blog ... silly girl ... u r not useless , u r nvr useless in my heart ... dun feel sad dun hate yurself 2008 will be a veri veri happy year okays ... ltr gg count down wit my two brother the other one dunno gg anot ... is nearing to school reopen ler buden i still dunno which school to choose which course to go to ... gong right ?! n my parent is asking about my study which school u choose buden i dunno how to answer them lols so i just kept quiet ... my birthday is coming buden i still dunno how to plan it lols ... i just find myself too gong liao .. =))... 2008 is gg to be a veri veri happy n smooth year for my baby n me ... =) ai si ni

boy love shyanne

30/12/07

2007-12-30T00:15:00.000+08:00

i mis her so much ...hia ...so near yet so far ... hiaz =(
laopo i love you ...

29/12/07

2007-12-29T02:43:00.000+08:00

500bucks ... should i or should i not ? i'm so so bored ... i hab got her n tats enought ... promise to put u in my heart only ... fucking stress... haiz

boy love shyanne

28/12/07

2007-12-28T01:05:00.000+08:00

STRESS

laopo wo ai ni
<3shyanne

27/12/07

2007-12-27T00:52:00.000+08:00

today went to Nuh see my aunty ... cant bear for her to leave ... buden went its time i cant control bo bian ... hope she has a longer time to live ba just hope ma ... hope got qi ji chu xian ba ... n ytd only slept for one hour ... buden nbm lar i dun mind zhi yao can talk to her on phone even i dun sleep also can ... laopo y u so silly ... hia ... u break yur promise agn u cry agn ... dun do silly thing okays arbo i will du lan de ...

wo ai ni

<3shyanne

25/12/07

2007-12-25T17:14:00.000+08:00

girl get well soon hor ... rmb must eat okays

loves
wo ai ni

25/12/07

2007-12-25T03:14:00.000+08:00

finally its over ... laopo wo ai ni ... trust me ba i will take care of u for my whole life ... promise ...u r not troublesome realli not ... dun worry no matter wat thing i will help u settle de...i dunwan hear u say srry ler okays... sha gua...hope frm now on u will hab peace ler dunwan u suffer liao ... ai si ni muacks

boy<3shyanne

24/12/07

2007-12-24T15:55:00.000+08:00

hiaz y u dunwan take care of yourself u see lar faint ler ... ask u drink more water n eat more u nvr ... y lidat ... i knw now u stress mani thing buden also must drink water n eat ma ... u sick i xin tong de lor ... u think i will be happy ma ... no lor ... y r u so silly ... u got thing can find me talk de ma i wunt scold u also de buden u choose to dun tell me ... girl say real de if yur school work realli stress u alot u dun study ler i dunwan see u lidat lor ... tis few days we dint really talk on phone lor u knw how much i miss u ma ... buden u choose not to call me ... promise me u drink more water n eat yur meal went its time to okays ... dun skip yur meal ler ... n dun stress yourself too much ler i dunwan see u faint agn ... lastly i love you

misses

boyboy love shyanne

23/12/07

2007-12-23T20:04:00.000+08:00

i feel so guilty... its my fault u dun angry ler okays ... i promise u nxt time i dun attitude u ler ... faster call me lar ...

i miss you

23/12/07

2007-12-23T02:10:00.000+08:00

srry girl ... i knw u r having a hard time now ... buden i cannot do anything i cannot do anything to help u i feel so bad ... i promise u not to drip any tears anymore buden i break it srry ... everything look so i dunno how say also ... i knw u r sad ... no matter wat i will take care of u for my whole life de ... now i just wan u be happy can ler ... i dunwan to stress u further realli dunwan ... it hurts me alot ... i knw yur school yur family got alot of problem buden as i say u must tell me if not i cannot help ... i told u ler anything must tell me de ... buden did u listen ma ? nxt time pls kays treat it as i beg u hor got anything must tell me ... realli happy went u cook thing for me u spend yur money on me den u ownself nb eat ... u told valen u ling yuan er also dunwan see me er ... buden u must think of yur own health lar ... dun alway think for me ... today valen come n ask me do i really love u tat much ?? i dint say anything ... i wan u feel yourself ... i mouth say no use only word ma ... so now i wan u go feel yourself ba ... n she ask me can i giv u happiness i told her YES n i mean it i say i will mean i will ... i yuan yi take care of u for the rest of yur life or my life .. buden do u wan me to ?? i really yuan yi ...if one day yur parent realli throw u out of the house ... u tell me i pass u my house key ... got spare key waiting for u ler... today alot of thing happen i just dunno wat to say realli ... today lots of quarrel also ... i dunwan cry ler today ace cry si ning cry i also cry .. tired ler my tears just drip down ... i hab to use my smile to cover my sadness i dunwan them see me lidat ... hiaz.. last thing lar i dint regrat loving u seriously i dint ... i am srry for misunderstanding u...u r right i veri chong dong ... buden i promise u i will change i will not be so chong dong anymore okays...i must be strong i hab to learn how to hold bck my tears ...n i dun mean to talk to u in a harsh manner de ...

i still love you

22/12/07

2007-12-22T01:18:00.000+08:00

she cook de

my er zi rooben laopo

laopo thx for the food ... realli nice buden u cook so mani u ownself dunwan eat giv me eat so mani ... nxt time dun be silly ler .. wake up so early go market buy food den come bck cook ... sweet lar ... got thing nvr tell me hor ... must eat hor ... i knw u adore me buden ownself also must eat dun alway wei wo zhao xiang u also must wei zi ji zhao xiang ...

laopo wo ai ni

20/12/07

2007-12-20T22:16:00.000+08:00

sianz lor ... y singapore so sianz de... today i go down buy hunki tat time i fall down knn sia ... heng no ppl downstair lar arbo sure dam ps de lor... lols dunno wat to write ler ...

wo ai ni
wo xiang ni
muacks

19/12/07

2007-12-19T19:51:00.000+08:00

WO AI NI WO AI NI WO AI NI WO AI NI WO AI NI WO AI NI WO AI NI WO AI NI WO AI NI

18/12/07

2007-12-18T20:08:00.000+08:00

girl if u happen to pass by my blog just read on ba ... ytd realli srry i not showing u attitude ... tired n sick ... tis few days haben hab enough sleep... i knw u cry i ask u ,u say dunhab ... i not gu yi wan giv u short answer de .... n if u got any problem must tell me okays dun alway keep it to yourself ... i will help u de no matter how hard i also will help de ... i dunwan u to suffer ... see u suffer my heart realli pian .. ytd after u put down yur phone i dint sleep i cant sleep i knw is my fault ... anything just tell me okays dun keep it to yoursef i dunwan u to keep it to yourself ... n promise me no matter wat thing u also must eat hor i dnwan u get gastric pian ... if u dunwan me to worry about u den tell me if u got problem knw ma ....RMB hor MUST tell me hor ....

wo ai ni
misses

18/12/07

2007-12-18T00:41:00.000+08:00

tml taking result ler .... veri gan cheong ... lols ... nvr been so gan cheong b4 ... sianz ... i miss you ... ps for not listening to yur phone tis morning was sleeping n dint hear anything ... words cant tell how much i love u buden action will prove to u ... n dun be silly i dun care wat others say ... i dint say jui can ler ...dun worry we wunt quarrel ler i promise u ... today listen to u cry realli break my heart ... promis i will put u in my heart only ... n dun anyhow think okays .. i buy chao guo tiao for u eat everyday add si ham okays lols ...saturday waiting ...wo ai ni

loves
i miss you

16/12/07

2007-12-16T00:55:00.000+08:00

a question mark to my answer n a question mark in my life.....promise to love u now n forever ...waiting for yur call ...saw a shooting star ytd at woodlands n i make a wish ... will it come true ?? no one knws i hope it will ...yar n one more thing the quarrel has finally stop ... frm monday to friday n finally stop ler ...

i miss you

12/12/07

2007-12-12T13:48:00.000+08:00

wo hen lei ler zhen de hen lei ler ... everytime quarrel first tat one second tat one third the other one ... worst is among ourself .... everytime listen to u all quarrel i also cannot do anything only can listen lor ...only can ask u all dun quarel buden u all should knw de i really tired ler lor ... u all ownself knw de tis few day see how mani time u all quarrel .... got peace ma u all say lar ... y u dunwan say out wats yur problem u also can say brother yourself ler den u everytime keep thing to yourself for wat sia ...realli dunwan see we four lidat jui finish ler lor ...sianz... n went will u be bck ? y izzit still raining ? can the rain stop ? i promis to wait for u ..miss you lor ... the rain just dun stop ... just hope tat everytime will be fine after today n the rain will stop ...girl girl faster come bck ...

TIRED
i miss you
i love you

09/12/07

2007-12-09T00:49:00.000+08:00

y did thing turn out lidat ... i dunwan lose both of u one is the one i love one is my frien ... i realli confuse ... u can say i emo or wat ... but wat i really knw is i realli love u u dunno y i also dunno y either ... i reali dunwan lose both of u realli ...

08/12/08

2007-12-08T00:01:00.000+08:00

long time since i update liao .. veri lazy ...nothing to write lar having fun tis few days ... same time tired too ... i miss you...

21/11/07

2007-11-21T18:08:00.000+08:00

my blog is dead hahas its been a long time since i update liao ... have fun tis few days lar ... ya lots of thing to write down buden i can rmb wat all liao ... today is the worst day lar being acusses of thing tat i dint do agn ... knn ... go n dig out the true den come here kpkb wit me lar hor ... u kanina no brain to think izzit ... go n ask her did i say anything anot ... chao chee bye ...fuck off lar ... dun let me see u outside ... i hate ppl acussing me de ...FUCK OFF ...
tml gg kbox wit ms yong n roy tan n esther they all den aft tat gg flour birthday =)) should be a fun day ba =))

take care all

07/11/07

2007-11-07T23:11:00.000+08:00

just finish work ba can say ...abit piss off wit something lar buden nbm lar ... everyone is changing lar ... sianz i also dunno wat to write lei ... gan pua sianz ... working is fun lar today ... can say busy day ba ...i dunno wat to say speechless ler...

3/11/07

2007-11-03T21:28:00.000+08:00

today went to meet si ning n rain .. went lot 1 walk walk ... den went imm wit parent liao ... tama da tat si cha bo knn guai lan si mi lan jiao .. nabei call wrong only wat .. think i like to call u ar ... go n use yur pig brain n think lar ... no brain use backside think lar ... u bhb lei ppl call wrong two time say mani time ... tama chee toot .... nothing to say ler

31/10/07

2007-10-31T23:04:00.000+08:00

working is dam tiring .. standing for 10 to 11 hour without sitting at all ... dam tiring ...ytd went out wit est jer they all went to cuppage play lan den after tat went to suntec .. walk walk den saw dan dan at her shop hahas... talk talk lor ... den follow her go home first wit her frien cindy den went down meet jolin... cindy go home put milk powder den me n dan dan go find jolin ... talk lor .. talk till 11.30 took cab home den dan n cindy took bus home .. hahas

loves my bro n frienz n mummy n dd
once bro forever bro

*melmel
*jak
*est
*ju
*ah li
*dandan bro
*wai ying bro
*jeremy bro
*pin xian bro
*si ning mummy
*denise mummy
*alvina mummy
*shane dd

lots more lar ..

28/10/07

2007-10-28T17:41:00.001+08:00

sianz .. today went ubi for sintua thing...yar den nothing much lar .......

once agn u lie...not gg to giv u the trust anymore... forgiv u fking mani time liao ...ni bu zi de rang wo xing ren ni ... understand hor ...fk off...

sianzation island sia ...

27/10/07

2007-10-27T23:00:00.000+08:00

nothing much to say lor today ... went to vivo to meet alvina mummy ... den she reach first den she go her bf work place find him ... aft tat i rch liao go over to his work place.. den wwalk walk .. buy my shirt all tat lor ... also dunno wat to say lei so sianz de... nitezs all ...

huirong*my love*

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