

srry girl ... i knw u r having a hard time now ... buden i cannot do anything i cannot do anything to help u i feel so bad ... i promise u not to drip any tears anymore buden i break it srry ... everything look so i dunno how say also ... i knw u r sad ... no matter wat i will take care of u for my whole life de ... now i just wan u be happy can ler ... i dunwan to stress u further realli dunwan ... it hurts me alot ... i knw yur school yur family got alot of problem buden as i say u must tell me if not i cannot help ... i told u ler anything must tell me de ... buden did u listen ma ? nxt time pls kays treat it as i beg u hor got anything must tell me ... realli happy went u cook thing for me u spend yur money on me den u ownself nb eat ... u told valen u ling yuan er also dunwan see me er ... buden u must think of yur own health lar ... dun alway think for me ... today valen come n ask me do i really love u tat much ?? i dint say anything ... i wan u feel yourself ... i mouth say no use only word ma ... so now i wan u go feel yourself ba ... n she ask me can i giv u happiness i told her YES n i mean it i say i will mean i will ... i yuan yi take care of u for the rest of yur life or my life .. buden do u wan me to ?? i really yuan yi ...if one day yur parent realli throw u out of the house ... u tell me i pass u my house key ... got spare key waiting for u ler... today alot of thing happen i just dunno wat to say realli ... today lots of quarrel also ... i dunwan cry ler today ace cry si ning cry i also cry .. tired ler my tears just drip down ... i hab to use my smile to cover my sadness i dunwan them see me lidat ... hiaz.. last thing lar i dint regrat loving u seriously i dint ... i am srry for misunderstanding u...u r right i veri chong dong ... buden i promise u i will change i will not be so chong dong anymore okays...i must be strong i hab to learn how to hold bck my tears ...n i dun mean to talk to u in a harsh manner de ...
i still love you